Daydream

"But darling, I am a nightmare dressed like a daydream."

How am I supposed to love when I can't love myself?
I am vulnerable when it comes to love. I am pathetic when it comes to trust. I am still learning how to stop thinking that I am trapped in darkness.

Because you told me, you are the dark knight. But you don't have any shadow to carry you on.
Let me be the shadow to accompany you when you are trapped in the darkness.
Let me be the sun when the moon are tricking on you.
Let me inside your sorrow so I can feel how much pain you already sensed.

Just because,

“I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.” - Pablo Neruda